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dimitri "golden arches of mcfódlans" blaiddyd ([personal profile] azureans) wrote in [community profile] derdriu 2024-08-24 09:54 am (UTC)

[Truthfully, Dimitri has a lot of hopes when it comes to Claude, probably more than he even should by this point. Some are even things he knows to be objectively true and thus no need to hope for, yet he can't help it all the same. He hopes that Claude likes him and spending time with him; he hopes that he can make Claude happy, or at least ensure he's comfortable and enjoys himself; he hopes there isn't anything about himself that Claude will find out and dislike; he hopes Claude will want to be with him for... Well, for a long while yet.

And he hopes Claude will give him more kisses and continue to hold him so tightly. Just the way Claude keeps himself, laughing so closely that Dimitri can practically feel it in his heart, fulfills some of those private hopes already.]


To be fair to Lorenz, I doubt there's anyone who shares in your dangerously good looks or charming sense of humor. [It's a little bit of teasing again, even if as far as Dimitri's concerned, it's just the plain truth. He knows his fair share of people with good looks or fun senses of humor, some who even have both, but none of them are quite like Claude. Sure, Annette makes him bust out into belly laughs at time, and someone would have to be blind to not see how objectively gorgeous Yuri is, yet none of that can compare to Claude.

After all, neither of them managed to win Dimitri's heart the way Claude undoubtedly has. That's why even in a joke, he can't help but huff a little, burying his face a little into Claude's hair as if to convey that he's stuck to Claude's side no matter what.]
As if I would ever let anyone spirit me away from you.

[Considering that up until Claude, Dimtiri's never even had more than silly crushes on fictional characters? It seems highly unlikely that anyone could spirit him away! Statistically speaking, it's surely nigh impossible. If anything, Dimitri thinks that if either of them could have their hearts won by someone else, it's Claude.

Not because he thinks Claude would cheat on him or anything, but... Dimitri doesn't really think he's all that interesting. He's so new to anything with relationships or romance, part of him honestly worries that Claude might grow bored of him. Sure, they've always had such a good time hanging out together, but that was as friends. What if that's not enough for a relationship? What if their game and movie nights grow stale? Surely there are people out there better looking, funnier, more interesting than him, and actually know something about romantic relationships. If someone like that comes along and pursues Claude, does Dimtiri really have anything that could ensure he keeps Claude's heart?

It's a silly worry to have, especially when Dimitri knows that objectively speaking, it's not like that'd be strange. He saw plenty of couples in high school come together quickly only to break up not long after. Really, they're so early into their relationship that it'd probably be a stretch to say he's won Claude's heart in the first place.

... He just knows that Claude's already won his, even if that's jumping the gun a bit. Nevertheless, even if he doesn't say it aloud, his heart is already so certain.

But none of that is important right now! He's here to goof off and have fun with his boyfriend, not worry about things he has no control over.]
So rest assured, you'll get to keep those secrets to yourself.

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